To Be or Not To Be......

What is the meaning of life?

This simple question has plagued philosophers and theologists for centuries.

Yet furthermore the question should probably be turned more inward, who are we? Or better yet who am I? I have a firm belief that everyone has a purpose in life. There is something that, naturally, everyone can and should excel at. This is our true identity, and many of us may never find that.

Lately I have been struggling with this question. I have a very obsessive personality, which means that when I get into something new, I get into it, 150%. The problem is that because of this, whatever it is I have just gotten into, usually absorbs my life. Therefore since I have recently begun to come down from my latest obsession, it was though I couldn't remember what I used to do before it.

However even more recently I have begun to re-discover who it is that I am. My point is that everyone should find that one thing that they excel at. Furthermore you should capture it and study it and excel and grow in it as much as possible.

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So for some reason I have nothing to blog about!

Which honestly makes no sense. This weekend, hell the past two weeks, have been absolutely outrageous. Most people wouldn't even believe the stories, psh I hardly do and they happened to me! Really the only way to describe the last two weeks is WTF!!!

But anyway I digress. Even for these two crazy weeks, I sit here right now, and feel nothing. I actually dont even feel sad or happy, well I do feel full, but thats cuz I just ate half a large buffalo bomb pizza from AKs, which I highly recommend. But mainly I think it is because my emotions are just so run down. After the roller coater they have been on for the past two weeks, I think they have decided to check out and take a break.

S0 thats it for now.....